tasha (tashabear) wrote,
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just because you don't see me cry, doesn't mean i don't cry

Watching the most recent episode of Bones, and Booth is judging a parent who just lost his child because of his lack of reaction. I can totally relate to the guy who had a flat reaction, and I feel like I was judged by my former in-laws because I wasn't all sad, all the time, while Wolfie was sick and after he died. Worry and grief are exhausting, and I just had to find ways and reasons to smile. Besides, after all they put me through; I wasn't going to give them the satisfaction of falling apart.

Tomorrow is the anniversary of his death. I miss him so much.
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  • (no subject)

    Wolfie's funeral mass (for his mom, not really for me or him) is scheduled for 11am on Tuesday, December 29, at St. Francis of Assisi in South…

  • so here's what I want you to do

    Most of you know that my beloved husband, Wolfie, passed away on December 15th. (If you didn't, don't worry about it; I friends-locked the posts…

  • best dinner was best

    Last night I set up baked French toast for this morning. I got one of those small boules they sell at Market Basket and cut it up into chunks. Then I…