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tashabear
tashabear
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Such a weird mood.

Wolfie and I went to the NE Furs Spring Picnic yesterday at Purgatory Chasm. Pretty place. I got a little sour, though, when the first thing anyone said to me was "You're late." Excuse me? Since when do I travel on someone else's timetable? So it started at 1.... so we got there at 2:30 or 3. So what? It's a fucking picnic, not a class. Of course, this person turned out to be... you guessed it, a total creep. He tried growling at Wolfie. This guy isn't alpha. He's not close to alpha. I told him that I didn't care how tall he is, I was still bigger than he was. Then he proceeded to show my the pics of his character. That he keeps in his wallet. And he touched me. Just because I'm a furry does not mean that the rules on personal space have been lifted for strangers. Grar. That sort of behavior can lead to stumps... and I don't mean trees.

My mood has been up and down lately, or varieties of down. Degrees of down. Ooh, good name for a band. Sexually frustrated, I guess. Isn't that the answer for everything? If you subscribe to Freud's theories, anyway. I think a big part of it is terminal boredom and creative stagnation. I'd bang my head on the table if it wouldn't hurt so damn much. I mean, overall, I'm wicked happy, but the dissatisfaction that I'm feeling is enough that it spoils everything else. Fuck. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuckfuck.

i feel: pissed off pissed off
i hear: No fucking music but the whine of the circular saw next door that woke me up.

3 trips or shoot the rapids
Comments
bellatrixx From: bellatrixx Date: April 7th, 2002 11:03 pm (UTC) (base camp)

*grin*

Stumps!

*laughing ass off*

Oh hell yes. Of course I'm on record as a notorious con hater, but, sometimes I think most of humanity could do with a good dose of common sense, a bigger dose of consideration, and most of all, one bigassed class in basic manners.
tashabear From: tashabear Date: April 8th, 2002 07:26 am (UTC) (base camp)

Re: *grin*

And this wasn't even a con! It was a bleedin' picnic! All I can think is that he doesn't realize how amazingly rude he was being. This is me, giving the benefit of the doubt... but I wasn't the only one he creeped out. Luckily all he did was put his hand on my shoulder for attention -- he tried rubbing someone else's back. Had he tried that with me, there would have been Words.

I'm in a much better mood now, by the way.
bellatrixx From: bellatrixx Date: April 8th, 2002 07:36 am (UTC) (base camp)

Re: *grin*

Good, I'm glad to hear your spirits are higher.

Touched someone else's back, indeed. Hard to keep doing that on your back on the ground with my foot on his face. Hmph.
3 trips or shoot the rapids