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re: mom - when you don't know what to do...
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tashabear
tashabear
re: mom
Thanks for your support, ladies. I talked to my mom and we're cool.

I think part of the problem is that I'm currently unemployed and I have nothing else to think about besides the wedding, while my sister has a very demanding job and my mom is working part-time, but at a somewhat physically demanding job, and they have other stuff to think about. Plus, they went to Scotland for a week in April, and that put a hitch in the step, too. So when I've been obsessing for three months, and they haven't, I get miffed that they don't remember every little detail, while I've got no data with which to dilute it. Plus, I have developed a calendar in my head that looks about two months in advance at all times, as a way to plan SCA stuff, and they don't seem to have that particular talent, which is also annoying.

Basically, I'm irritated with my family for having lives. Maybe someday I'll have one, too!

I told Wolfie I'd go to bed two hours ago. I really should do that; it'd be novel to go to sleep before daylight.

i feel: hopeful hopeful

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