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valentine's day - when you don't know what to do...
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tashabear
tashabear
valentine's day
So... V-day #2 as a married woman. V-day #2 as a married woman NOT spent with my beloved husband. At least last year I was in the same time zone. This year I'm 7000 miles away. Oh well. He sent me a lovely package with choccies and a card that is SO him.

I'm just tired of being by myself. Thank goodness I'm leaving soon, and I can leave this isolation behind. I want to go home, where people know me, where I can hug and be hugged, and my nattering about the things I really dig won't be met with totally blank stares. I want to talk to people who understand the satisfaction of making things. The incredulous looks I get when I tell them I'm a spinner... oy. I can only imagine the stares if I'd been able to bring a spinning wheel.

I'm just really, really done. It's time to go home.

i feel: lonely lonely

9 trips or shoot the rapids
Comments
cellio From: cellio Date: February 14th, 2006 11:13 am (UTC) (base camp)
Soon, soon. Good luck getting through the next couple weeks! You're almost there.
mzkero From: mzkero Date: February 14th, 2006 11:28 am (UTC) (base camp)
and we are waiting with bated breathe for your arrival.

We miss you!
tashabear From: tashabear Date: February 14th, 2006 11:32 am (UTC) (base camp)
If you knew how much I was looking forward to seeing all of you! I'm going to be a blubbery mess, I just know it.
booniesjen From: booniesjen Date: February 14th, 2006 12:05 pm (UTC) (base camp)
I was just thinking the same thing about when I see you. Don't be surprised if I tear up. :D
booniesjen From: booniesjen Date: February 14th, 2006 12:06 pm (UTC) (base camp)
We can all break down into a big blubbery mess together and the men can stand back and wonder why women are so emotional. :)
tashabear From: tashabear Date: February 14th, 2006 12:14 pm (UTC) (base camp)
They get no tequila, then. ;-D
tashabear From: tashabear Date: February 14th, 2006 12:12 pm (UTC) (base camp)
I'll bring tissue. ;-D And tequila.
spunkywulf From: spunkywulf Date: February 14th, 2006 12:33 pm (UTC) (base camp)
Happy Valentine's Day to you from 7000 miles away, and soon to be maybe... 20? Pending how far you guys are from us, town-wise ;)
was1 From: was1 Date: February 14th, 2006 12:54 pm (UTC) (base camp)
Hang in there Tasha, it's only a little longer now. (*hug*)
9 trips or shoot the rapids